Saturday, April 23, 2005
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
[Chorus:]
When you cried
I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
[Chorus]
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
[Chorus]
heyys bellies!
i jus carn let siowyu dee BHB hv her entry on top animore
hehes. guess im turning egoistic too yeah?
actu tis song had been nominated for a grammy.
its album is FALLEN, by tis american band EVANESCENCE
shld rlly try to hear it yoo guys.
dee lead singer has wonderful vocals
btw, good luck for dee xiaopin ppl!
wna see yoo guys get gold khaes?
hv absolute faith in yoo guys!
yurr representing huahui,
yurr bringing our passion of drama wid yoo.
ppl lyk miie didden get in, we jus wna see yoo guys
bring our steadfast passion for drama wid yoo
get gold, and our hearts will soar wid yoo guys.
its not a matter of jealousy even thou
we didden get into the 'ju's,
but more of dee hope tt we can see yoo guys do veh well.
we're as nerve-wrecked as yoo guys are, prob.
maybe yoo guys are preparing to go onstage now
im not veh sure either
im not good at communicating wid yoo guys now
but im jus gna say here tt
please do well and make huahui proud.
its not a matter of:
i get to go onstage, yoo dun,
im gna make it glamourous for myself,
im gna make sure tt i look good onstage,
i dun care if yoo are not chosen anot.
tis chance to represent huahui
its not a chance to prove yurr self-worth.
its a responsibility.
to show to dee other cca lyk track and eldds
tt huahui isnt wort we seem
we are dynamic
we are strong
we can put up a good show if we give it our bestest shot.
we mus show them tt we can do it,
we're not a bunch of stoopid uncool peeps.
perhaps yoo guys in xiaopin carn read tis now
maybe yurr at dee venue for comp le
jus wna express muah regret
cus i carn go and support yoo guys
honestly dee future of huahui rests on yoo guys
if we do well now maybe we can hv better,
more talented people coming in next year.
there's huahui and eldds.
ppl choose to go to eldds becus they are good
perhaps we're not good enough.
but we have to bring huahui to greater heights
we have to surface from dee 'invisible ccas'
we can be as popular as track, hockey, netball, eldds...
get wort i mean?
jus try yurr best no matter wort
i've been praying to God.
i noe yoo guys tried so hard,
you'll get wort yoo deserve.
lyk i said. i have faith in yoo guys
*jiayous, gambatte!
~jingying =b
illusion-